I wrote this for parents of children attending TGG + are considering being a Church Ministry Apprentice (CMA). Read this to do better than my parents đ
List of TGGâs:
- Chinese
- UCSI
- Sunway
- TAR UMT
- Monash
- INTI
- IMU
- MAHSA
- Taylorâs
- UKSI
Refer here for the TGG leaders: https://cerc.com.my/growth-groups/adults
How to change your approach when your child may be considering changing their University course to CERCâs CMA.
Disclaimer: this post is written based on my personal experience about 3 years back and is not a genius hack or anything like that.
Parents,
Firstly, ask âwhatâ instead of âwhyâ.
It all started when my parents questioned the length of time I spent with CERC/ GG especially as I started missing family dinners.
đ«Ł IDK about you and your fam culture but family dinners in MY family is a big part of family time so missing dinners no matter how small or big like birthdays, anniversaries, cultural dinners were a big NO NO.
Example questions my parents asked:
- âWhy do you need to spend so much time with them from 10am-4pm on Sunday?â
- âWhy does GG take so long until 12am?â
- âWhy do you need to attend ANOTHER conference?â
- âWhy are you telling me my church is not teaching eschatologically?â
- âWhy are you always talking about the Bible?â
Questions they could have asked (in no particular order)
- âWhat did you learn at the conference that you may have had a misconception about before?â
- âWhat book of the Bible is your TGG learning from?â
- âWhat is this conference about?â
- âWhat is eschatology?â
Secondly, donât attack the sermons without attending them because thatâs similar to declaring WW3 with your child plus youâll be seen as doing a boomer move đŁ. Attend a few AM sessions at CERC with an open mind and refrain from commenting during post-service reflection if you honestly donât know.
Things my mom responded with:
- Criticism: âWhy was the sermon so long?â
- Offended question: âIs this a discussion then later youâll say my answer is wrong?â
- An opinion: she said something totally negative about pastor, the content and the length hence I concluded that sheâs not open-minded. –
- Defensive question: âWhy are you asking me this question? Itâs sermon, not cell group.â
Things I wished she responded with instead:
- I wished she admitted that she didnât know what to say rather than respond with opinions/ criticism as compared to genuine reflections.
Thirdly, meet your childâs TGG leader, not her PFU-er, to understand what CMA is if youâre concerned that this is where theyâre headed.
The TGG leader is likely a CMA themselves or was a CMA and now a pastor. In other words, theyâve been through the process whereas the PFUers are usually still considering CMA and have not made a decision themselves.
I could be wrong and they may be doing it differently since I was there but PFUers for TGG attendees are commonly University students themselves. This is due to the logistics involved: the PFU university students will have access to your child on the day-to-day and will be able to arrange meet-ups in between classes, in uni itself.
My mom did this part right. She met my GG leader – Sam Ye Han and my PFUer/ mentor, Joni, his wife. My mom still asks me about Joni and her daughter and still thinks fondly of them to this day and that helped me feel like she was open to my new church fam.
I myself considered CMA as every Christian should for about 2 years before I gave it up; itâs not a CERC thing, itâs in the Bible to be a fisher of men after all..itâs all Biblical.
Some questions I considered and were posed to me by faithful CERC friends and CMAers (David K., P. Koh, Colin L., Joni, M. David, Ai-L., HY, Li L., etc.) that you and your child can discuss are:
- How many people have you PFUd? Where are they now? KPI lol I kid, but setting targets are necessary to make sure you are moving towards the âknow, do, beâ of a saved sinner. There would be a number of people you failed to complete the PFU with and number of people you successfully PFUâd with the latter being less than the former usually.
- Have you passed church membership? Church membership is hard; there are tutorials, lectures and assignments to hand in. Also, you canât attend membership until past a certain period of attendance in church. They discourage attending membership if youâve not been attending consistently for around 1.5-2 years.
- If you do become a CMA, what age will you be by the time you graduate from Theological Seminary? How many years will that leave for you to be beneficial to ministry? (the idea is to start young, those who started considering it past 28 like me were essentially âtoo lateâ due to the resources the church would spend to sponsor me to go learn theology overseas)
- Have you considered celibacy? What are the things you have considered – explain this to a CMAer or your leader. Women in CMA will likely not get married when they pursue this path. The reason is because women who do get married will need to focus on raising her children in a Godly way. It is not ideal (money & time) therefore for a woman to be a pastor and a mother although there are women in ministry who are both. I feel like Iâm summarising too much though but I can expand more on this in another post*
- Have you lived and served the church in TGG/ ministry to test your perseverance/ suitability? TGG is a fair measure of the struggles to disciple NCs to be faithful to God as it tests you and your understanding of the Gospel as well as whether you are able to bear with the trials of living the Gospel.
- Are you able to juggle maintaining your GPA on top of maintaining church attendance and faithfulness? Some TGG students have been known to delay their studies because they were doing ministry work but the leaders in CERC are clear that while ministry is important, your role as a student needs to be taken seriously too. Failing a year is a poor testament of time management and if a TGG student cannot juggle assignments and ministry then they are even less suited to be a CMAer who will have dozens of ministries and responsibilities on their shoulders. Poor time management is putting future souls at risk.
- When was the last time you talked to your family about God? Not argued.. talked. Do you have a set time to talk to them about God? Why not?
- Have you talked to a CMA-er about why they decided to do CMA? If youâre a girl, preferably talk to a female CMA as their concerns will be different from men.
- Why is doing CMA important? Is it more important than being a contributing member (non CMA but contributing monetarily/ resources) in the church? The answer for the second-part question is surprisingly: both are necessary; different roles in the church, being a CMA is not more important although a huge chunk of your time is devoted to the Word and preaching. Some people Iâve talked to have said that working and being a non CMA is equally hard as being a CMA-er.
- Have you tested yourself in terms of: thinking theologically? How have you been tested?
- IMO and imo only, there ARE certain kinds of personalities that the CERC Board of Elders and Deacons prefer in a CMA candidate. This part is not so much Biblical but more on a suitability and realistic scale as certain personality types are less likely to be suited for CMA. (looking at you, Explorers :P!) There are Builders, Directors, Explorers and Negotiators. But ofc, Iâm not saying if someone is an Explorer, they canât be a CMAer, thatâd be blasphemous.. itâs just less likely.
In summary, change your approach and know that the decision-making process is a long one so while your child is considering it, encourage them to remain faithful to the course that theyâve started as seeing their journey to completion also counts towards being able to commit themselves to something they started.